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Tuesday, April 21, 2015

Sunday (What's next)

I'll be honest, I miss Amber already. Her and I have such a great familial relationship now that it's like saying goodbye to an older sister when I get off the boat. But it is what it is and I'll be seeing her again in a short two months for the summer salmon season. I'm looking forward to going back up for it, but it's good to get some time off the boat too ye know? Fun as well to go through Seattle on the way home!


       Flashback!

Not too long ago, right before herring season in fact, I went through Seattle on my way to Alaska. I spent a few days there in Seattle and, while sitting at a Starbucks in Edmonds, I met a woman named Deanna. Casually you know? How you normally meet someone in a coffee shop. I was sitting in a plush chair, she was sitting in a plush chair, then we started chatting. Now I couldn't tell you word for word how the conversation went, I could probably fudge it to make it passable, but there's no need because I still know how the conversation went even if it isn't word for word.

I was sitting there with the bags and bags of gear I needed to take with me all the way up to Alaska. Sweatshirts packed on top of sweatshirts on top of an orange rubber jacket and orange rubber bibs. I had kind of barricaded myself into the chair I was sitting with my all my packs and my duffle locking me in, so there was no way I could get up without upsetting some article of luggage. I'm sure it looked a mess, but Deanna sat next to me anyways and kindly put the questions of where I was going and, then, what I did up in Alaska. I'm sure I gave her a bit of my traveling spiel and some stories as well because soon the conversation turned to traveling. We talked about Rick Steves for a little bit, and she told me all about her kids then, the traveling and things they've done. About her sons and her daughter, especially the traveling her daughter has done and is looking to do in the near future. The way she talked about them though, I was sucked in. I mean, people tell me about their kids all the time. About how Johnny is going to school for accounting or how Susie is waitressing at Ihop (it's not all so dull as that, ye know I'm exaggerating). And don't get me wrong on this either, everyone's kids are important to them. It's not like some parents care about their kids and some don't. But some people tell me about them and then some people tell me about them, and Deanna told me about them. It doesn't happen very often, but, sometimes, when someone is describing someone they love, the way Deanna was talking about her kids, you can feel how much they care about them. You can feel it really really hard. I could feel how much Deanna cares about her kids, and those sorts of people are the most beautiful kind in my opinion. I didn't walk away feeling like I knew her kids, but I did walk away wanting to know them.

It was exciting meeting Deanna in that random little Starbucks. Meeting a stranger in a place I'm not expecting to is always a shot of espresso in my everyday life. She was so nice and friendly. It was the perfect start to the day I ended up having. I left her with a hug and my name on a piece of paper so she could add me on Facebook, which she promptly did.

End Flashback!


Deanna had been so genuine and kind in our short meeting that I kept up with her a little bit during my time in Alaska. When it was time to purchase my flight back south I planned a couple days in Seattle so I could hang out with her and meet her family. I still can't believe the generosity Deanna showed me upon my return to Seattle. Her and her daughter, Meredith, came and picked me up from the airport, took me home to her lovely lovely home (seriously the cutest house in the world), fed me, we swapped stories, and then I went back to Meredith's where I attempted to woo Charlie, the giant St. Bernard. 

For some reason Charlie was having none of me. I could tell she was the sweetest giant dog ever, but for some reason she didn't want to be my friend. I have a few theories on this. 1. The smell of Gordon on me 2. My beard 3. My dreads 4. I'm a dude. That was the extent of me and Meredith's speculation on the situation. I love dogs though and I couldn't handle Charlie hating me. So I did all I could to get her to love me. I started out getting low ye know? Like you normally do with a dog, letting her sniff my hand, yada yada yada. I was met with low growls the whole time. Okay, so I get on my belly, see? Complete surrender, and inch my way closer and closer to her with my hand stretched all the way out. Now maybe I shouldn't be doing this with a HUGE dog whom I don't know anything about and whom does not seem to be very pleased with my presence in her home. But, like I said, I couldn't bare having her hate me, and I could tell she really was just a sweetheart and something about me was putting her off. But still nothing, no love. So I pet her a bit, kind of forcing it. She doesn't like it. I sweet talk her. Nada. Meredith is nice enough to get me a treat to give to Charlie and she won't even take the treat from me. I let her sniff a dreadlock, because sometimes dogs like to chew on them, and it seems, for an instant, she is interested in it, giving it a good couple sniffs, but I quickly get the cold shoulder again. Then I find that secret spot on every dogs belly where you scratch 'em and their leg just starts air scratchin' right? And I'm sure she enjoyed it, of course she fucking enjoyed it, but she still wasn't happy about me after it. So I ran through all of this again and again and eventually I got some doggy kisses on my face the next morning, but they were very tentative at best. Regardless, I thought they were well earned and I was very proud of those doggy kisses. Charlie, I'm sorry you didn't love me, let me make it up to you some day though, I'll bring you a present next time I'm through.

Meredith, Deanna's daughter, was kind enough to let me stay at hers for the night. Let me tell you, Meredith is awesome. She has traveled all over the place doing all sorts of things. Her personality is super bubbly and I didn't seem to offend her too much with my crude humor and foul language (I should really work on that). Her spirit was infectious, that was for sure, and I'd put money on it being impossible to be sad or down in any way when you're around her. That's just the energy she gave off. She was even nice enough to let me tag along on her morning workout when we woke up. As excited as I was, it wrecked my poor out of shape body. Thanks for that Meredith, I really did enjoy the hill sprints, and I really loved meeting you. Keep up your exciting life style and let me know when you're around Ireland area, Galway is the place to be!

Deanna

Meredith

Charlie


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Passing through Seattle on my way south was amazing, and I'm sure going through Seattle on my way back to the summer salmon season will be amazing too. But now I'm home. Back in San Antonio for my sisters 21st and my moms 50th. I didn't know what to get my sister for her birthday since she doesn't really drink, but then I got her a bottle of honey Jack anyways, in hopes that, one day, we'll drink together. I don't mind writing it on here either (her birthday is yet to come) because I know she doesn't read the blog. I'm excited for the short visit home though. It's nice to dip my toes in Texas for a week before me and Stumbles are off. Oops, I let it slip didn't I? Yeah, me and Stumbles are off on our next grand adventure together! And what is that you may ask? We're gonna ride our bikes across America, no biggie. Go ahead, ask me details because I've no answers. I'm pretty sure we're gonna be winging it and you know what? I can't wait!!!

Be happy, 

Beacon 

Monday, April 20, 2015

Saturday (Amber)

I have some idols in my life, Who doesn't? I mean of course people look up to Muhammad Ali, Gandhi, Beethoven, what have you, but I mean people I've met who've made huge impacts on my life. There are about 10 people of whom I hold very highly. Topher, Zoe, Kelly. Those sort of people, the ones who I believe helped to shape me. Not forcibly, but by broadening my horizons and then allowing me to follow what appealed to me. People like them. People I admire more than anyone else in the world for the things they've done. Some for this reason, some for that, but, needless to say, they have all made a deep impression on my life. Some of them I've known since I was a kid and some I've only known a few years. Hell, one guy I met only once at a bar in Greece and I don't even remember his name! Ask me how that works, how can you admire someone at the level of an idol, looking up to them with the deep awe. Wanting more than anything to be as good at the game that they are, but believing I could never reach that level of ability. How could I look up to someone like that, and not even remember his name!

It happened something like this. I was in Corfu, Greece, and working at the Pink Palace hostel. The Pink Palace is a scatter of buildings starting right where the beach turns from soft island sand to a a strip of rock that the Ionian sea can crash into on the west side of the island. The palace is an odd pattern of buildings work their way up the steep hillside in a jumble of pink somewhere between flamingo and cloudy sunset, spacing themselves happily between the olive, walnut, and fig trees.

I don't know whether the chicken or the egg came first in the case of the Pink Palace. Maybe they named it that and then decided to paint it all pink, or maybe they bought it pink and decided to name it after the abnormal colour beating at anyone in the vicinity. Regardless of the origins from which the name Pink Palace came, the hostel owned the name. They were proud of it, and, still, three years later, I have a very specific shade of pink appearing in a multitude of spatter shapes all over my overalls from the many early mornings I spent painting walls that were becoming a little less ostentatious from the warm sun beaming down on them. They even went as far as dying the ouzo, the Greek liquor of choice, pink to match the concrete walls. I didn't mind though because, as benefit of being under the gracious employment of Magdalena, it was only a euro for a shot of ouzo at the bar on the high side of the hill.

It was sitting at that bar that I met a young man. He was older than my fresh 19, but still young. 24 if I remember correctly.  His blonde hair was cut in a military fashion and he had a sort of giant pink and white checkered bandanna wrapped around him from one shoulder to the opposite hip. I remember wanting one of those for weeks after I met the guy because I wanted to be just like him. He reminded me a bit of myself, or, at least, how I romanticized myself. Even though I like to think me and him were similar he had far surpassed anything I had ever done at that point in my life, and, probably, anything I ever will do in my life.

Like I said, I don't remember his name, but he was kind and energetic. I'll refrain from doting over him too much here because he isn't who this post is about, but I will tell you some of his accomplishments because they floored me a little bit. He'd graduated high school at 16 and college at 18 with a degree in nuclear physics. He went to grad school in Michigan and after talking a little about college we quickly discovered he had been classmates with one of my college professors. We had a little small world celebration after that, but back to his accomplishments. After college he enlisted in the marines and became so uniquely specialized in his field it's insane. He wasn't enlisted too long before he was injured and given leave, deciding to see the world with his new found freedom. And that exploration was how he landing in Corfu at the age of 24 sitting at a bar talking to me about how the peace corps had accepted him and he was soon to be sent to a semi-permanent location for the next two years.

He was so impressive to my young mind. At the time I had met no one like him and all the life experience I had could fit into a small boat out in the gulf of Alaska. Me and him talked most of the night. About traveling and things like that yeah, sure, but mostly about rubiks cubes, minesweeper, and, after being pleasantly surprised by how small the world is, professor Tucker. I was still new to the international world. Greece was the first place I'd visited, the first time I'd ever really been out of the country I could even say, and he taught me a lot about limits that night. Mostly, that limits are all self imposed and if you want it, just go for it. After meeting this mysterious fellow my ideas of what I could feasibly do had taken wing. All of a sudden I wanted to be more. Similarly, this is the way Maddie (a few blog posts ago) made me feel. Those are the type of people I look up to. And that's the kind of person I'm going to describe to you tonight.

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My captain is Amber. Amber is a cute little Mexicana girl, about 5'4 with brown eyes and long raven black hair. She went to cosmetology school in Portland, but, she spends summers in Alaska nearly every year and has been doing so throughout her whole life. Yes my captain is a girl, no there aren't many girl captains in Alaska. There are a few, and they are all, by necessity, quite bad ass. And, if I had my say, I would say Amber is Queen of the Bad Asses because there is no one cooler than she is. She's deceptively tiny and sweet for how tough she is, tougher than anyone I know. Seriously, whatever the job is, no matter how long or how hard, Amber can do it. I have never, never ever ever ever, seen Amber quit at anything she needs to do. She is tatted up head to toe and the sky is the limit with her. If it is humanly possible, she has got it on lock down.

I don't know how to properly describe her though. What I know about Amber is how fiercely loyal she is, clever, fit, and she is THE BEST chef there ever has been or ever will be. Seriously, that girl could churn water and come out with butter. I don't know how she does the things she does in the galley, what sorts of sacrifices she offers up to the gods or whatever, but there is more than a little bit of magic in the delicacies she brings forth out of seemingly nothing. I still remember last year, 2014, when the Christmas party for the fishermen was going on (they have it in September since everyone leaves for the winter), and it's a party right? So everyone's going to go out and get wasted right? Well of course that's what we do, we work on boats in Alaska, don't be surprised. So first off, Amber made a rhubarb pie the day of the party, and it was the best fucking pie I have ever had in my life. Holy hell, talk about a mouthgasm. Anyways, that was left on the galley table for the crew (half of it was at least, we ate the other half earlier that day) when we all stumble drunkenly back from Rosies, the only bar in the tiny town. Super wasted in the early morning like that all you want to do is come home and eat some food and pass out right? Well Amber didn't just leave the pie, she made the best venison pot roast this world has ever seen as well. Loaded down with garlic and carrots and chunks of onion and little baby potatoes and oh my sweet baby Jesus it almost brought tears to my eyes chowing down on that after the night of festivities. It goes in the top 3 best meals of my life, it was INCREDIBLE, so incredible that I doubt that memory could ever really fade from my taste buds. It was the pot roast to end all other pot roasts.

She's the the most incredible boss too. She just gets it, after spending years on deck as a deckhand, she understands the people she has working for her. Working with her as my captain last year was fantastic. The whole operation flowed so well, and you've no idea how fucked up we can really get because it can get out of control. Even at the most hectic though, Amber is right down there with ye gettin' it done. She is no slipper skipper, hands on in the best way. Always up for hikes on the days off and a fellow adventurer, spending the whole of last winter in SE Asia having a blast. Needless to say, Amber is absofuckinglutely one of the people in the world I have a deep deep respect for. If just 1/10th the bad ass that she is could rub off on me I would call myself Hercules.

To top it all off as well, her sense of humor is spot on. A perfect 10 out of 10. Somehow we share the same funny bone because I swear we do more laughing than working. Sometimes I can't even work because I'm laughing so hard. I'll literally have to walk away from what we're doing so that I can collect myself and dry the tears from my eyes, but, even then, as soon as I turn around to go back to work, I see Amber and fall over with laughter again. I don't even know how we find the things we do so funny, but it's crippling sometimes. Not even a week ago Amber and I were in the Wrangell library trying to find a movie to watch when an old joke came up and I couldn't even catch my breath it was so funny. I felt bad dying of laughter in a library, and I'm sure everyone was glaring at me, but that's just what Amber does to me. She makes me smile. She makes me laugh. She makes me happy to be working on a boat in Alaska.

One of the best feelings I know in life, is, at the end of the day, sitting down at the galley table all exhausted, and having a shot o' Jameson with Amber. Nothing I look forward to more in life. Amber, you're amazing and incredible and the best captain ever. I couldn't dream of having a better friend. Thanks for everything you've taught me and thanks for all the gut busting laughter that Gordon looks at us funnily for. Keep it up, and have fun down under. Love you Amber! See you for the summer season!







Be happy y'all,

Beacon



  

Saturday, April 18, 2015

Friday (Sky things)

Isn't it ironic that I'm writing this on a plane? I know I write about sky things a lot, but there is just something about them that pull on my heart strings and I feel like if I try enough eventually I'll find a way to describe them that'll satisfy me. I want to write it and make a word picture for you. It's like an itch that won't go away, but I can never seem to get it just right. Like trying to describe the Salar de Uyuni. Impossible, f'n impossible, but I still try for y'all. By the way, I've seen the coolest things on this flight. I flew over Mt. Rainier, half dome in Yosemite, the Hollywood sign in LA, and a thunderstorm out in Texas after the sun set.

Mt. Rainier 

Half Dome in Yosemite

You can't even see it, but the Hollywood sign is on the hill

It was a pretty dope plane ride back to Texas from Seattle if you ask me. There're just some certain things I love about flights. Like when you leave some shitty weather like Wrangell Alaska for somewhere you know there'll be blue skies and big fluffy clouds. The other thing I absolutely love is looking down at a place from the sky, being able to identify it, and saying 'I've been there'. Just like what happened with half dome here, but when it really got to be was when we were coming into LAX. I was looking out at the 101 and the 1 (highways) coming out of the massive tumor of LA roads and remembering almost exactly one year ago when I was hitching those very roads to get up to Alaska. It was like I was looking down and could remember the intersections I'd stood at with the dry heat and the sun beating down on me. And the specific memories of the people who'd picked me up at those spots were like the little hints of the ocean that'd float across the dry dirt to me every once in a while. It just made me happy remembering that. And if I can be so happy with memories like that at this age I think I gotta be doing something right. I liked it was all, I liked seeing those and being taken back to those special memories.


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I like to think that somewhere out there in the entirety of this big round world is the one best spot to stand or sit and look up into the sky to see the stars. There has just gotta' be one spot out there, one ultimate spot, that can't be beat. The very best. Some pink granite rock on an island in the middle of the Caribbean, a fallen tree trunk in the middle of the Amazonian rain forest, a frozen lake in Siberia. One place where all the angles are just right and there're only angels whispering in my ears. A place that when I look up into space at those twinkling beauties nothing shy of launching myself out of this atmosphere would reveal any more stars to my thirsty eyes than the ones I'm currently looking at. I want to be there, I want to stand in that spot. I want that spot to influence me in ways I never believed possible. I want to go search and search and search and know I did everything I could to hold their lights inside me, I want to live in the stars.

There're some places where the stars are, somehow, more beautiful. I remember the first time I ever even really saw the stars. It was in Colorado, outside the back of the condos my friends family had rented out. I was lucky enough to be the best friend invited to tag along on the vacation. I don't know why I was out back of our room that night, but somehow I was. Maybe I was playing in the snow, and, then, before I knew it, I was standing knee deep in snow with my eyes glued to the night sky. I'd never seen stars like that before. I'd grown up outside the city and I'd thought I'd seen stars all my life, but all my life I'd been wrong. Oh my god I'd been wrong. This was jaw dropping, my mind was blown. It was almost too much for me to handle. Think about it this way, I'd just realized that I had been fooled my entire life. I thought I'd known what the stars were like, but I really hadn't. I'd been lied to every time someone'd have me look up at the 'stars' in the night sky just North of Austin Texas. Those stars back home were nothing like the stars I saw in Colorado that frigid night. And those stars in Colorado that night could be scoffed at if you've seen Alaska stars.

Maybe it's Alaska stars, maybe it's just boat stars, or maybe it's the combination of the two, but, regardless, when I'm on the boat in Alaska and I look up through the cold night air into that abyss, I swear, on a clear night it's more white than black. The stars in Alaska blot out the rest of the universe. Looking up at that type of night sky is enough to make me forget where my feet are, and I lose my head in the lightness. I want nothing, nothing, more than to join them in the pitch. Because I hear them calling to me, and maybe, just maybe, one day I will answer.

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"Harry, wake up."

There're probably a million things that could run through my head at this moment, but all I think is 'it's fucking cold outside'. I just got off my driving shift, it couldn't even have been an hour ago that I left the wheel, making it maybe 2 am. And now Amber's voice is slipping in through the crack she's made in my door. Weather must've kicked up and we're anchoring in some shallows somewhere or tying up to a rickety dock in one of the small fishing villages tucked inside the rocky coastline we've been running along. 

"Yeah?" I answer, already putting a list together in my head of how this is going to work. First, I'll have to fling my blankets off, then, roll out of bed, pull on a thermal shirt, socks then overalls then boots, red jacket, gray jacket, untrap my hair from between my collar and the back of my neck because it itches, and then rain gear as I step out of the snakepit.

"It's the moon, you gotta come see the moon Harry." She almost whispers, too sweet to really want to wake me up. 

The moon? Why would I need to see the moon. I know it's been awfully full the past few nights, but Amber wouldn't wake me up to see a full moon. I'm at a loss. I don't know what it could be so I hesitantly tell her "Okay..? I'll be up in a sec."

"Take your time and get dressed, it's not going anywhere." Then there's darkness inside the steady humming of the mains as she closes the door to the snake pit. Well, alright then. I follow the plan, but at a more relaxed pace than previously planned. Taking the time to insure I don't put anything on backwards or inside out, which happens often when I'm getting dressed in a hurry. So I finish getting my jackets and boots, peer outside to check if it's raining, it's not, and squeeze up the small ladder that puts you at the bottom of the short stairs to the wheelhouse. I know Amber and Hans can hear me coming through the door because every time you open it the sound of the engines rumbling spills out through the tiny doorway. I poke my head up into the wheelhouse and pose the question.

"What's up?"
"There is a lunar eclipse happening Harry!" 
"REALLY?!?!" 

I was stoked because it sounded bad ass, and it was indeed. It's not like I had on my to do list for Alaska: See the lunar eclipse because I had no idea it was going to be happening, but getting to see the full lunar eclipse by chance was incredible. It was just so gorgeous up there in the sky. We'd been seeing the full moon for nights upon nights and now to see it overwhelmed by shadow. It looked like the world was ending almost. It really did, and the sharp cold night only served to enhance our view. I couldn't believe how lucky we were to see this considering most every other night'd been overcast with dark drizzly clouds. Sometimes you've just got to count on luck for things though.

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I wanted to see the northern lights so badly this season I think I scared them away. Seriously though, you know how like when it's raining and you put your rain jacket on it stops raining immediately? I think I had that effect on the north by starring skyward every night. In the end I did catch them slipping in and out of a cloudy night in Wrangell. They weren't fierce, but subtle, graceful. It was nice, not what I wanted, but what I needed. I left Alaska with no qualms and I'm looking forward to the summer Salmon season with Amber :)

Be happy y'all,

Beacon 


Tuesday, April 14, 2015

Thursday (TIA)

The other night Amber and I were watching the Leonardo DiCaprio movie Blood Diamond, the one where he has that ridiculous Australian sounding accent. There's a scene in the movie where he's chatting it up with the bartender at the beach bar he obviously frequents. Then, from across the bar, he sees a pretty little white girl she gives him the eyes with a come and get me smile. After some chatting, first friendly then hostile, there comes a point where he turns to his bartender friend and says 'TIA right bru?' and the bartender responds 'That's right, TIA' as if that explains everything. The girl innocently falls for the bait, asking Leonardo what TIA means, to which he responds 'This is Africa'. The transaction in this scene implies that TIA is a common saying to explain the lack of rules in that area of Africa. Seeing the parallel to our situation, Amber and I have been running around yelling 'TIA BITCHES, TIA' (for 'this is Alaska') at every moment of every stupid or ridiculous thing we do ever since watching that moving. Because it seems like we have no rules working on the boat. We throw things everywhere, go wherever we want, and goof off in just about every possible situation. This blog post is dedicated to that, to those shenanigans.

 Let me make a story composed mostly of photos for you.

Even though we never really wake up knowing what the day holds we try to do a few things to keep some sort of consistency in our days. Usually we try to start it out with a smoothie,


but after that who knows what is really going to happen. We take it as it comes, but pretty generally it starts out with moving some shit.


Sometimes we get to move cool things though, like a car,


 and other times we're just manhandling totes.


In between all the heavy lifting, there's always a little goofing off.


The flying forks being one of the main sources of entertainment during herring season.


If we aren't buying fish or playing the tote shuffle there is always some random task lying around for us to throw ourselves at.


Like climb up the mast to grease the blocks,


or there is always painting to be done. 


Sometimes things go wrong though, and we have shovel off the ton of dirt that fell into the ONE open spot on deck,


or climb back to topmast again because the blocks need re-greasing.


Lot's of jokes between mishaps. 


Followed up by forklift fun, rain or shine.


Because the weather can be quite crap.


And then maybe some exploring if we're feeling adventurous,


because Gordon always needs to go for a walk and we always need to stretch our legs.


Then, after a hard days work,


because sometimes we have to work late,


we lay down to gather ourselves for a second, just in case something random happens.


Like a seaplane coming to drop the new plant manager off.


But it's all worth it when we live in a place like this,


see things like this, 


and sleep in a world like this.


Alaska is a good place.

Be happy,

Beacon

Friday, April 10, 2015

Wednesday (What it is the Deer Harbor II actually does, explained and drawn out)

There are certain questions that, upon meeting a stranger, I frequently encounter. Often, when I'm hitchhiking, I always (at least 40% of the time in America) get asked a variant of the question 'Are you a murderer?' and even though the question sounds grave it gives me a rush of adrenaline because I know once they ask that question they've already made up their mind to give me a ride unless I royally screw it up by answering 'yes, I was in fact planning on murdering you today madam'. But that's not a question most get asked on a almost daily basis, how should one answer such a forthright concern? Well, my ace in the hole answer to the interrogation of my likelihood to murder is, likewise, 'Are you a murderer?' with a strong emphasis on the you. That response has a 100% success rate and it has been used in all my travels everywhere. It let's them know 'hey, this is a two way street and we're both taking a little risk by uniting forces for the time'. But it's worth it isn't it? I love the exotic, yet all too familiar now, taste of the unknown. And for the people who pick me up, it seems like they do it because it throws a little rosemary into what was shaping up to be just another salt and pepper kind of day.

Another question I get a lot, mostly in airports and abroad, is 'how do you afford all this traveling you do?' to which I have two responses depending on how receiving to new ideas someone seems. They are these:

  1. Traveling is free if you want it to be
  2. I'm a fisherman in Alaska

Both of these answers are equally true, but if I get the feeling I can convince someone to travel then I tell them number 1, if they're just politely inquiring then I tell them number 2, and if I tell them number two I follow it up with a 'no, I'm not on Deadliest Catch' (because I'm, without a doubt, asked that question even more than if I'm a murderer).

Now before I launch into the topic of this blog I want to stress something to y'all out there, number 1 is absolutely and completely true. Traveling is as expensive or inexpensive as you desire it to be and if ever, under any circumstances, you have any questions about traveling you can always come to me and I will do my best to answer your concerns.

 Now, with that said, answer number two often raises a huge issue. I'm not saying I'm super interesting, because, really, I'm not, but most of the time when I tell someone I work in Alaska on fishing boats it perks their interest pretty quickly and they have questions. The only problem is I don't have answers, at least not answers in a way that would take less than 15 or more minutes for me to explain to someone. Especially if they know nothing about boats or the fisheries in Alaska (which basically no one does, but why would they?). Most of my friends don't even know what I do because I've never truly explained it to them, it's just easier to say 'I'm a fisherman in Alaska' and leave it at that, but that's not altogether true anymore.

Hence the reason for me to write this post. In this post I plan on explaining what exactly it is I do in Alaska, what the boat I work on currently does, and what the fishing started out doing is like. I may even give some short explanations of some of the other fisheries in Alaska, because there're a lot of 'em. Yeah, you know what? Let's do it like this, because I really like turning a blog into sections as you've probably seen, let's section it into three: Trolling, troll tendering, and herring/herring tendering (pounding). This is just going to be a decent description of what it is I do in Alaska, it's not going to go deeply into every single aspect of it. I'll warn you now though, if you're not into that sort of thing it'll probably be pretty boring to you. But it'll be interesting for the rest of you.

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Trolling

Trolling is the fishery that I, back in 2012, originally came to Alaska to participate in. Back then, like most people, I didn't know anything about Alaska's fisheries other than it'd probably be cold and require plenty of hard work. I was desperate to get away from college, at the time it was driving me crazy being surrounded by the drab personalities North Texas has to offer. Not that everyone there was bad, but for the most part they sucked. I was enrolled in summer courses at the time, when a friend of mine suggested that I pursue fishing in Alaska, just to get me away from the bureaucracies of the university. I humored her by searching around on internet sites claiming to be the 'for sure' way to land a fishing job in Alaska. I spent one good Saturday sending out emails to captains and making calls to boat owners. I was looking at long lining, seining, gill netting, crabbing, trolling, and many other fisheries I had no clue about. But soon the repetitive task of trying to describe myself in a light that would put a neon sign over my head saying '==> FUTURE FISHERMAN HERE<==' bored me and I promptly went back to playing zombies on COD. A few days went by and when I heard from no one I forgot about the romanticized view of running away to Alaska to make my fortune and travel the world, putting it off as a silly fantasy that only happens in books, not real life. Until I got a call from Joe Daniels, captain of the Sophia.

Joe needed a deckhand within the next week or so, he'd just fired his last deckhand after only a week of work and the first king opening was approaching fast, he said if I could get up to Alaska I had the job. I dropped out of college that day, moved out and drove home the next. I dug through hampers and drawers and tubs in the garage in order to muster all the warm clothes I could. Then, with some hasty goodbyes and apologies (to my mom mostly), I was off to a wild blue world that I didn't have the slightest idea about.

So what is trolling? What is power trolling? How does it work? How are you paid? When is the season? All valid questions. Trolling is what it’s called when you're in a boat dragging your hook through the water behind you in order to attract and catch fish, so you're always moving see? Like if you're in a kayak and you throw out a line before paddling around, dragging it behind you in case any fish in the area feels like biting onto it. That's considered trolling, but on a much smaller scale than what happens in Southeast Alaska. In power trolling, instead of one line and hook, there can be hundreds of leads out at a time on each boat that's out there, and there are easily over 1,000 trollers out there doing this in the summer.

The beginning of the season is July 1st every year. The end, September 20th, unless there is an extension (usually an extension last for 10 days). On July 1st the king season opens and trollers are free to fish for King Salmon, the prize of the trolling community. A king can range from 7 pounds to normally 35 maximum (nowadays), but in the olden days it wasn't uncommon to come across an 80 pounder. King sells for the most per pound. More than Sockeye, more than Coho, and certainly more than fucking humpies (typical pink salmon and the worst quality out there). That's because Kings are the best quality salmon there is. The king season can last anywhere from 4 or 5 days to a month, it just depends on how many are being caught. It's fishing ye know? No guaranteed paycheck, a glorified gambler.

After the king season closes everyone turns to Coho fishing. A Coho is of lesser quality than a king, but it's still worth it for the fisherman to go out trolling for them. Don't get me wrong though, trollers live for the kings. And there is a second king opener for a certain amount of time later in the season, all dependent on how many kings were slain during the July 1st opening. Trollers don't really get excited for Cohos until the end of the season, around September, when the Cohos start getting big. Around then they start to develop these harder heads making it harder to kill them with the gaff, so many people begin to refer to them as helmet heads around then. 

Okay, so that's when and why there are trollers. But how do they do it? Even though the trolling in Alaska is done in what seems like large quantities the boats are still quite small. They're normally around 15 meters or so with a crew of 1-3.  So yeah, they're pretty tiny boats, but they can come back with a loads and loads of fish. The largest day I ever had was 400 fish in a day, and the highliners (the best boats) can do much more than that.

Normally the boats fish a mile or two offshore. Typically they follow an 'edge', like a 30 fathom (a fathom is 6 feet) or a 50 fathom edge. An 'edge' is where the water is a consistent depth (like 30 or 50 fathoms) and since the boats are moving in order to fish they just follow an edge. Why follow an edge you may ask? The reason is because the gear (the hooks, the flashers, the lines, etc.) is being towed at a certain depth, no more or no less. You don't want to tow the gear too deep because you get caught on the bottom, which, as you can imagine, is very bad. If you tow your gear too shallow you won't be maximizing your potential to catch fish. And you want to catch fish. Also, fish tend to hang out on an edge and some fish prefer different depths. Kings like to be near the bottom, with Cohos somewhere in between, and not much for fish near the surface other than humpies occasionally.

How the gear works. It works like this, on each boat there are two metal poles that stick out off the sides at a 45ish degree angles, these are called the troll poles. These metal poles hold out two metal cables each. Each of these metal wires is connected to a hydraulically powered wheel, which spools or unspools the wire, at the stern (back) of the boat. The cables are held out by the troll polls so they are spread out dragging behind the boat and don't get crossed or tangled. At the very bottom of each of the metal wires is a lead (the metal), usually around 40-60 pounds in weight which ensures that the cables drag at the right depth behind the boat. Out of these four cables there are two floats and two heavies, one of each on each side of the boat. The heavy is the one held closer to the boat and it has a heavier lead than the float (hence the name), the float is held out further away from the boat by the float (hence the name) which is basically a giant square of Styrofoam. And along these metal wires are, depending on the depth the boat is dragging, probably 10 -25 leads (not the metal). A lead (still not the metal, it's annoying how lead and lead are spelled the same) is fishing line attached to a huge clip at one end and a hook at the other, with a flasher in the middle. The clip is attached to the cable as the cable is unspooled out of the stern and then the flasher and hook are thrown out in the water in a way that they don't get tangled. The flasher attracts the fish, it spins a certain way depending on the speed the boat is trolling at which gets the attention of target fish, and the hook (usually with some sort of fake bait on it) obviously catches the fish.






Alright, so a fish bites the hook, how do you know? When a fish strikes it pulls on the hook attached to the leader attached to the cable which is attached to a bell at the bow of the ship. When you hear the bell ding-a-ling-ling you know that a fish just hit, and the heavies and floats have different frequency bells so you know which was struck. Each fish has a specific way it fights and struggles, so you can tell, with some practice, if it's a king, Coho, fucking humpy, or even a halibut striking the bomber (the leader attached at the very bottom next to the lead). If enough fish strike one line, let's say the port (left side of the boat) float, you pull it in with the hydraulics, taking each leader off the line and coiling it as it comes up so that it can be thrown back out super quickly, because fishing is all about speed. If fish are biting you better be working furiously. You reel up until you find the fish that struck, at that point you gotta pull the fish in by the leader with your hands, then once it's close enough to the boat you grab your gaff and bash it on the head with the back of the gaff. If you hit it in the right spot it dies instantly and you can use the  pointy end of the gaff to gaff it aboard. If you don’t kill it instantly, well then, usually, you've got a fight on your hands.




Once a fish has been gaffed aboard you keep going about your business until you have a spare moment to bleed it (by cutting the left gill). Then, after the fish is bled a bit you clean it, gill it, and throw it down in the hold. The hold is basically the inside of the boat, for trolling there is ice kept down there in order to ice the fish and keep them cold. Holds are separated into bins for packing fish. Once you've thrown your fish in the hold, and you have a chance, you jump down there with them, shovel out a bin (literally tons) of ice, and then start packing fish inside like sardines, filling their stiff bodies with ice as you go so they keep as long as possible. Usually, on a ice troller, the fish are allowed to stay iced in the hold for 5 days before the troller takes the fish to the tender boat to sell. Once sold to the tender boat they can stay another 3 or 4 days (they're re-iced) before they're taken to the plant. And from the plant I've no idea what really happens to the fish. Trollers get paid by the pound and deckhands get a percentage of that (usually 12-20%).

And there you have it folks, trolling in a nutshell. This description is only of the troll fishery and kind of how it works. It's obviously much more complicated than that and it doesn't go into any of the other many things that just come with general boat work. You have to learn knots, which ways to tie up a boat, about the stabilizers, the engine, electronics, etc., but that's what being on a boat means. You learn how to improvise mostly, because what you have is what you have and if you can't make it work then you're SOL. Even the most incompetent captains know more than most of the people I've ever met out there in the real world. But that's a sofapbox, so there you have it. That's how I started my Alaskan career and I don't regret it a bit. I worked that first summer and, though I didn't know it, I was hooked (pun intended). Even so, I took off the next summer to hike the Appalachian trail, but the one after that I decided I would try my hand at tendering. Which is how I found myself upon the Deer Harbor II, under the command of Amber, the best captain ever.

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Tendering

Tendering is both less and more complicated than trolling at the same time. To put it extremely simply, the tender boat is the middle man. Tender boats go out to where the fisherman are fishing, the fishermen come to the tender boat, and then the tender takes the fish off the fishing vessel, as well as giving them back ice, groceries, fuel, and water. Then the tender runs to town, drops the fish at the plant, restocks, and goes back out to the fishing grounds. Back and forth, back and forth, all season long. And there aren't just tenders for trolling. There are tenders for nearly every type of fishing out there. It just so happens the tender boat I work on does troll tendering and pounding (herring). Tender boats are  a much larger vessel than the fishing boats because they need to be able to take and pack the fish from multiple trollers.

But, now, in a little more detail. I work on the Deer Harbor II. She is about 100ft long, 30ft wide, 375 tons, and properly she is called a scow. Made in 1942 for WWII she's a wooden vessel. My captain is Amber. Her pa is Hans. The dog is Gordon. For the salmon tendering season we usually run between Sitka and Mite cove. Sitka is where the fish plant is, Mite cove is where the fishermen are. It's about a 7 or 8 hour run on the outside and a 13 or so hour run on the inside (we have to take the inside if it's too rough outside). Depending who's aboard me, Amber, Hans, and sometimes other people will take shifts driving the boat. The crew for salmon season is 4-7, and the rest of the crew who aren't driving are usually cleaning or relaxing on the way in or out of Sitka.




But running (that's what we call traveling) is the least of our work. Running is our down time. The real work is getting the fish aboard and then sorting and packing them while keeping the other million things we need to be aware of in mind. How do we get the fish aboard? Basically we use the booms (like a crane) to lower giant basket things into the holds of the fishing boats and they pitch their fish into the basket one at a time. When the bucket is full we pull it out, put it on our boat, sort the fish by type and weight, and then repack them respectively in these giant cooler things called totes. This can take a while, especially because boats can have upwards of 1,000 fish. That's where most of our day is spent, taking fish from fishermen, sorting, and packing them. We have a forklift and pallet jacks to move the totes of fish around because they can weigh around 1500 pounds. Really simply put that's all we do, but on top of that there're usually a plethora of other chores and tasks that need doing in order to keep a vessel going. And there is always, ALWAYS, something to be cleaned.




All of that is what we do yeah, but what we really do is something different. Something strange, hilarious, daunting and difficult to describe. Looking at what we do and trying to explain it is like trying to explain an inside joke to someone. If you aren't there when it happens it isn't funny. Though my attempt to explain this may be futile, I'll still try for y'all.

What we do isn't just packing fish and tying up boats and running all over Southeast. If someone were looking at us from an outside perspective, then ,yeah, that is all we do. We pack and de-ice and re-ice and run run run and at the end of the day there are fish on the dock that weren't there before. That's what people think we do. But nah, that's not really what we do. What we do, what we really do, well, it's like this. We wake up sometime in the early morning, maybe it's 6 or 7, sometimes an earlier 5 or even 3 if we need to do something crazy like catch the tide. We congregate around the galley table, everyone gets some coffee and we sit there drinking it laughing about the previous days craziness or about the shit we're about to go through for that day, and then once we're all about half way through our coffee we basically pull straws on who gets to poop first, each of us trickling down to the head at some point or another. And we all laugh about it because potty humor gets to everyone and nothing is private on a boat, especially since the plumbing goes directly out under the back deck and into the ocean. So sometimes you can just be sitting out there looking at the beautiful mountains meeting the ocean along the coastline and when you look down at the water right below you can know what that guy had for dinner a couple nights ago. After the morning poopathon we go about whatever ridiculous thing it is we're doing that day. Whether it be buying fish until 3 in the morning or running around in the skiff cutting kelp off the beach lines.


Just one of the silly things we do


Trying to write this now I'm realizing the task I've set out on is impossible, I just can't explain what it is that we really do because somehow everything we do we find hilarious. Hysterically hilarious and hilariously hysterical. We laugh at the fishermen, their rain gear, and their boats. We laugh at tie up lines and knots people tie and how, no matter what you're doing, it's possible you could come out of it with soot all over your face for no reason at all. We laugh at Gordon (the dog aboard), oh sweet baby Jesus do we laugh at Gordon and all the blank stares and pitiful glares he gives us. How he spazzes out over a reflected light or the deck hose. We make fun of each other for anything and everything, the way someone puts a hook on or packs fish in a tote or breaks up ice. Laughing at each other for being tall or short or anything any of us wears or how we don't shower but maybe once a week and how I fell in my own trash hole thrice in one day. We just laugh, at absolutely everything. And I could never explain how these things are funny, even though I try, I can't because you really do gotta live it to understand it.

One last question I'm frequently asked about the boat is 'do y'all eat a lot of fish on the boat?' to which I respond 'I eat better on the boat than I ever do in the real world', mostly because Amber is the best cook there is. She can make anything out of anything, and it always taste amazing. Seriously, nothing on land could compare to how I eat aboard the Deer Harbor. It's damn good.
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Herring/herring tendering (pounding)

Pounding is the spring season. It's a really strange and interesting fishery. It's a seining fishery. Seining is a way that fish are caught, basically using a giant net. The seiners go out and catch these herring when they show up. But it's not really about the herring, because they're harvesting roe on kelp (the eggs). They have to go out kelping and find the best kelp they can. They're looking for large blades, then, once they've gotten the kelp they need (each permit is only allowed a certain number of blades), they build a pound to hang the kelp in. After that they sein the herring, dump them in the pounds, and try to get them to spawn. After 5 days they release all the herring from the pens, harvest the roe on kelp, and bring it to us, the tender. We give them salt, brine, and empty totes for them to pack the roe in. Then they give us product back and wallah. Simple as that.


Seining

Pounds

Harvesting


They seine down near Craig and we take the roe on kelp up to Petersburg after we've gotten all the product from the fishermen. It's about a 14 hour run between the two towns. We want them to get as much product as possible because we're paid per pound they bring in. Mo' totes is mo' money. Herring season is nice because it's much more relaxed than salmon. It's not go go go all the time and even though I spend a month up there for it I really only work for 3 days.

What herring season is really about is getting the boat in order for salmon. It's about learning as much as I can about the boat while it's a small crew (me, Amber, and Hans) and everything isn't super hectic like it is in the summer. Trying to learn how to change the oil on the mains, kuba, the 6, and noisy. Learning how to drop and pull the anchor, how to just do everything I can really. Herring season is about spending some quality time with Amber too because we really do have a good time together. I can't even count the times I've cried laughing during this month up here. It really is just having a good time with some friends and, even though shit gets done, in the end, it was just us goofing off on a boat to make a bit of money to see the world with. And I like that.
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There you go guys. That's at least a general outline of some of the things we do. Like I said, I get questions about the boat A LOT, but it's hard to explain if you've never seen it or lived aboard a boat for a long period of time before. I love it up here though. The Deer Harbor II is an amazing vessel and it's great being able to work with Amber, Gordon, and Hans. So hopefully this answers some of the questions that've been posed to me over the years and if you have any specific questions feel free to ask me.

Be happy,

Beacon